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Thursday
22Oct2009

Heavy Metal

Or, "Why does autumn feel so sad?"

Do you get that too? I mean, fall is beautiful here in Pennsylvania. The rolling hills that burst into bright golds and reds, the slanted sunlight coming through the trees, the crisp air tinged with the smell of firesmoke.

It's gorgeous and yet... I can't help but feel a little melancholy and suddenly connected to every other autumn past.

Peter Jackson caught that feeling perfectly in "The Return of the King"... that scene where Arwen gazes upon her beloved, but dead husband, Aragorn... the dry leaves swirling around her as she disappears into the forest.

Autumn, in all its glory, and in high celebration of the last harvest, is indeed bittersweet.

Traditionally, all would come together to reap the last of the fruits of the year's labors. Partying, working, more partying... a celebration of life, but of death as well. Because after all, everyone was aware that the cold harsh killing frost was just around the corner.

What you scooped up from the earth was what you had to live on through the winter.

Those you were celebrating with would eventually part ways, in hopes of coming together again in the spring. You had to say good-bye for while. You had to let go of the hopes for the seeds you planted in spring to take root. You had to trust that what you had in store was enough to sustain you and yours for the winter.

Here's what's cool.

In Chinese Medicine, Autumn is associated with the Metal element (hence the title of the post). Metal governs the Lung and Large Intestine meridians. Metal is associated with the emotion of grief. And, psychologically, the Lung meridian is about trust, and the Large Intestine meridian is about letting go.

Autumn with its colder, drier air can be injurious to Lungs, which need to stay warm and moist in order to function optimally.

Even the dry heat that we kick on to stave off the chill makes us more prone to colds and other lung conditions when fall arrives. Grief and melancholy, which as we can see are natural to this time of year, can get stuck in the lung area in the form of coughs if we get stuck in those emotions.

See how it all comes together?

So, how to adapt to the season?

~ Keep the natural climate of the lungs and air passages warm and moist with a neti pot and humidifier.

~ Make sure the upper back and neck stay warm. It's believed that Wind and Cold enter the body at points located here which bring on colds and flu.You may have noticed how your upper back muscles tense up when you're coming down with something.

~ Stimulation of the "Bearing Support" points on the back (along the spine just off the upper insdie tips of the shoulder blades) which will stimulate your Wei Chi (immunity).

~ Lung and Large Intestine Makka Ho stretches to open the lungs

~ Incorporate the pungent taste into your diet: garlic, horseradish, wasabi... too stimulate immunity and promote digestion

And emotionally?

As I said this is a time for letting go.

We tend to want to avoid feeling sad and blue, so it's not always desirable to get into that space, but it's an optimal time to grieve if you need to, so that you can move on through the rest of the year and clear the way when Spring comes round again.

Take stock of your internal garden. Clear away the brush, compost the plans that didn't take root so you can start fresh again. Grieve what didn't get realized. Allow yourself to let it all go and trust that what you have right now is just what you need. Give thanks.

(And a note from my herbal dabblings... ground ivy tea, a "weed" that grows in abundance here in PA, does wonders when taken as a tea for relieving coughs deep in the chest manifesting as unexpressed grief...)

Wednesday
14Oct2009

Blog Action Day 2009 - Climate Change

 I'm excited to be participating in BAD again this year, though eking in my submission SO very last minute.

Given that I'm currently immersed in a course that, while deceptively about business, has really everything to do with relationship...

... my perspective is that this seems to be a question about the state of our relationship to our environment.

Ancient Asian medicine recognized that humankind is not exempt from nature. We live and die between heaven and earth, and our internal climate exists in direct relationship to and is affected by the external climate.

Optimal health was achieved by maintaining a balance between the two, and when the balance was disrupted, food, herbs and manual stimulation were applied accordingly to heal the relationship, bringing the body back into harmony.

Specifically, the variations in geographical climate: high windy mountains, salty sea air, low desert plains.. whatever it may be.. affected the populations who lived in these places, and offered upsustenance that would best nourish the bodies of those climates. For a person who lived in a damp, cool climate to eat hot, spicy foods regularly (most available in a hot country) would be inappropriate, as this would eventually throw their internal climate out of whack, and would manifest as illness.

We're spending a lot of time these days, witnessing the effects of global climate change... talking about who and what is to blame - in some cases, whether it really exists - and how to slow it down. Like most of our attempts to effect change on the larger external factors, this feels overwhelming, and for some, possibly hopeless.

And like in any other area that we hope to make change, especially relationships, we overlook shifting our focus inward. So, to pose a question, how then do we heal our relationship with the environment? How do we heal our relationship with that which sustains us, and which we rely on for our very survival?

I see our relationship, in more recent times, as though we were a small child. We've taken what the earth has provided us, without any concern of how we came by it, and always hungry for more.

We've developed technology to ensure a steady stream of food to all, going beyond basic necessity to indulging our tastes for foods that only grow hundreds or thousands of miles away, or are out of season. Not only has this served to have a huge impact on the environment, but also estranged us from the essential relationship with our only support system... in body and mind.

Healthy relationships require maturity. And awareness. Particularly self-awareness. Willingness to take responsbility for our part in the way things are. Ability to be adaptable. The question facing us is quickly becoming less of how can keep the earth in the state that we are accustomed to, and more about what changes do we have to make in order to live optimally within the environment we are moving into?

I love how this is coming together in my world. That the solutions I need to heal my own personal life, also apply to the world at large... and that the work that I do grows directly out of an age-old philosophy of regaining balance. 

Chinese medicine is about identifying the 'patterns of disharmony' afflicting a person... shiatsu addresses the imbalance of relationship between the meridians... and then, using the larger context in which the person lives, bringing them back into harmony. It's telling that many patterns of disharmony use weather-related terms in description: Heat, Damp, Cold, Wind, and even the meridians have elemental associations.

Whether climate change is man-made or part of the earth's natural cycle, one thing is sure... adaptability is the key for us.  Repositioning ourselves to be in better harmony through what we eat, how we live, how we care for our own beings will go a long way to being able to weather (haha) the changes to come. Taking responsibility for ourselves is a huge step in furthering a mature relationship, no matter who or what it is with. Our relationship with ourselves is representative of our relationship with everything, including the earth.

Where to start?

  • Can you take some time to imagine your own body as a human being you are in relationship with? Like a friend? A parent? A total stranger?
  • Sinking into your heart, can you imagine what the quality of that relationship is? What is their part in it? What is yours? Do you feel love? Compassion? Indifference? Impatience?Frustration? What comes up for you?
  • What would you like the quality to be? Can you feel it?
  • What would be the next steps to take that would bring you closer to truly embodying that quality?
  • And now, try this using the earth as a being you are in relationship with.

Feel free to share in the comments below what your experience is.

And to see more participants in Blog Action Day, be sure to go to blogactionday.org!

 

Monday
27Jul2009

Are You a Fire Person?

"Having purified the great delusion, the heart's darkness, the radiant light of the unobscured sun continuously rises."  ~ H.H. Dudjom Rinpoche

Fire. Expressive, expansive, radiant, awe-inspiring, hot, dangerous, and transformative.

An element of extremes and contradictions. We crave to be around the warmth of fire, but only so close. We need heat to survive, to turn our food into energy (calories are units of heat), to thrive, to instigate movement.

We love to be around people who are warm, expressive, energetic, fiery. They make life interesting, they encourage us to thaw, they bring people together. They exhaust the rest of us.

Maybe we are those people. Maybe we have moments like that, or wish we did. Maybe I'm expressing a little envy about people like that...

The Fire element in Chinese Medicine has the unique position of governing two pairs of meridians: the Heart /Small Intestine, and the Heart Protector/Triple Heater. All of these are related in that they deal with our spirit, our core, our consciousness and our ability to navigate relationships. These will be addressed in other posts more specifically.

Fire is about transformation, warmth, movement, power and responsiveness. Fire is yang... active and outwardly directed. It burns brightly, but only as long as it has something to feed on. This need for fuel makes it difficult to control, or self-maintain. Fiery people are emotionally expressive, and can easily transfer their contagious enthusiasm and passion to others in a positive way or in a mob-mentality way.

The Emotional element of Fire is Joy, but when imbalanced, it can be experienced as nervousness, anxiety, manic behavior, or depression.

You may be a Fire Person if you:

  • are drawn to excitement
  • delight in intimacy
  • live for sensation, drama and high emotion
  • laugh easily
  • easily engage others in your enthusiasm
  • tend to run hot, bright and vibrant (especially when stressed or sick)
  • effortlessly engage in verbal communication
  • are intuitive and highly empathetic
  • cultivate relationships easily
  • uninhibited with sharing your feelings

 You may have a Fire element imbalance if you:

  • tend toward anxiety, agitation and frenzy
  • experience nervous exhaustion or insomnia
  • laugh when you're nervous or in situations that might warrant a different appropriate emotional response
  • tend to talk too much when you're nervous or upset
  • have palpitations, sweating, hypoglycemia, rashes, sweating
  • have difficulty relating to people, and with setting appropriate boundaries
  • burn out easily, especially without the resources of others to keep you going
  • experience delusional behavior
  • either crave or are repulsed by the bitter taste

Want to take the Five Element assessment to find out? It's freeeee... just click and download here.

Other posts you may enjoy:

Are You a Water Person?

The Heart of Summer

Five Elements - An Intro

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Friday
27Mar2009

Meridians of Fear

Sounds menacing, doesn't it?

In Chinese Medicine, each meridian pair is associated with an emotion which arises out of its function.

Traditionally it goes like this:

Lung/Large Intestine: Grief

Stomach/Spleen: Empathy

Heart/Small Intestine & Heart Protector/Triple Heater (they go together .. totally different subject): Joy

Liver/Gall Bladder: Anger

Bladder/Kidney: Fear

Seems clear cut enough, until you ponder the idea that there are different experiences of fear, and here's where it gets interesting.

Bladder/Kidney fear is based on the idea that these meridians govern the fight-or-flight mechanism... Kidney, through its association with the adrenal glands, and Bladder being connected to the central nervous system. A balanced Water element (the element governing the BL/KD pair) allows one the impetus to act quickly and courageously in a threatening situation, and then recover and return to a relaxed state.

Imbalanced Water takes the form of perpetual anxiety, as well as phobias, and irrational fears of the future. This becomes taxing in the long run, as Kidney energy (which is our core energy) gets depleted, leading to chronic exhaustion.

But there are other forms of fear that can be more appropriately placed with other elements.

Lung/Large Intestine (Metal): Metal deals with details, and, as mentioned above, grief. Metal fear is an unwillingness to let go, and I would even say perfectionism. It's about trust .. trust that we we have to offer is good enough and that we can release what we no longer need: stuff, ideas, people, the breath we're holding. And trust that, like the breath, what we do need will always be available to us.

Liver/Gall Bladder (Wood): The Wood element, primarily the Gall Bladder, governs how our energy is used. (Liver stored energy in the form of glycogen, the GB determines where it should go). So Wood fear manifests as the inability to make decisions, and second-guessing.

Heart/Small Intestine & Heart Protector/Triple Heater (Fire): I had read that the Fire element fear is 'loss of control'. I had to meditate on this on bit, and want to expand on it. In TCM, the Heart is seen as the 'Emperor".. the core of our being (also the house of the Shen.. our Spirit, consciousness, however you choose to describe it). Small Intestine holds the function of assimilation (that whole 'you are what you eat' thing). Heart Protector sounds like what it is.. it protects the heart, the Emperor. And Triple Heater, in addition to many other functions to be written about later, serves as our psychic boundary. So, putting these together, the Fire fear deals with our ability, or lack thereof, to 'allow in'.. whether people's energy or ideas... that we take in to become a part of our own core.

Stomach/Spleen (Earth): It was my encounter with this element that got me thinking about this subject in the first place. In dealing with a client who expressed having some core fear issues, I asked for a little more clarity on that. She said specifically she had a fear of being in her home alone at night. This was one of the example of common Water element phobias. (A brief side note: she had also dealt with childhood sexual abuse, and has also commented often that as an adult, she has trouble 'staying in her body' .. a common response to early life trauma).

Based on that last piece of information, I made the resounding connection with her that her body and her home (and her family of origin) are synonymous, and she had learned early on that these were not places to be trusted. Home, the body and relationships are the province of the Earth element. Insecurity is having a lack of trust in very ground under your feet, as well as feeling uncomfortable in your own skin.

So, there are some overlaps in some of these, for example, vulnerability can be seen as both a Heart and a Lung issue. And relationships with others comes under both Earth and Fire.  But within these are subtleties that can be perceived with closer attention.


But that will be saved for another post!

Other writings you might dig:

Wood v Earth

Five Element Theory - An Intro

Orange is the Color of Presence

Thursday
19Mar2009

Wood v Earth

After writing that last post concerning Liver chi flow and transitions, I realized that I should clarify something.

I talked about the associations between Liver chi, Wood energy and Spring, and how well one deals with birthing-type transitions may depend on the ease of this chi flow.

Well. Just to digress for a moment, we need to visit the Earth element, which governs the Stomach/Spleen meridians. The season associated with the Earth element is "late summer"... that interesting no-longer-summer-but-not-quite-fall period in the northern hemisphere, around September/October.

However, it is also said to align with the transition time between all the seasons... you know those 'indicator days', like an unseasonably warm or cold spell? Agitation or unease during these shifts can be indicative of imbalance in our Earth element.

Both are about navigating transition, so what's the diff here?

The Earth element has to do with our inner sense of stability and groundedness, and our relationship to the 'earth', whatever that may be for us. Large shifts or transitions, like in seasons, or life circumstances or relationships can feel like the ground giving way beneath our feet. When what we've come to take for granted as real, stable and permanent decides to take a different form, we may experience a scary feeling of groundlessness, especially if we're not sure where we're going to land. (I've never really experienced an earthquake, but I imagine it's something like that.)

So, the Earth element is about our inner stability with and relationship to ever-shifting external circumstances: rootedness. The Wood element governs the ease with which we channel internal powerful growth energy: flow.

Feel the difference?

If you're feeling some vague discomfort during this time of seasonal transition, take a moment to see how you feel. Is it something like impatience, irritability, or frustration? Or more like melancholy, worry, or off-centeredness?

Like this post? You might also enjoy:

Five Elements: An Intro

Tuesday
17Mar2009

Liver Has Sprung

Ah, spring.

It's a chilly gray day as I write this, but there's no doubt the sun is returning (here in the northern hemisphere, anyway), and the recent bout of warmth has called forth patches of green grass sprouting among the brown.

Poetic enough, but like with any impending change, there can come with it a sense of restlessness, agitation, even irritation that ya just can't seem to shake (dammit), at least not until the shift is complete.

In Chinese Medicine, Spring = Wood energy = Liver.

Liver (capital "L") governs chi flow. And when chi is flowing smoothly all is well. But when it's not, look out.

Wood energy is, well, strong. And persistent. And hindered or not, it will find a way to flow. Think of a green shoot and the tremendous energy needed to break out of its casing and reach for the sunlight. Better yet, think of weeds. Cover them up, pull them out.. leave even the tiniest part of the root, and they come back twice as many.

This is the energy that stirs within us weeks before spring has officially sprung. Or when we are expecting a shift, especially in the way of beginnings: a burst of creativity, a new relationship or job, birth, menopause. When the vessel is clear and balanced and the flow is smooth, there is excitement and ease of transition.

When there is 'stuckness', we feel agitated, impatient, frustrated, angry, and at the extremes, raging or even depressed.

So, what to do to facilitate the flow?

Once again, think of Wood energy. Flexibility is the key. Healthy, well-nourished branches bend and sway even in the highest winds. But brittle dry wood easily breaks. Our ligaments are the physical expression of wood energy... stretching and drinking enough water will keep our physical bodies supple and supportive.

And eating more lightly, incorporating more fresh greens and foods with a natural sour taste will rejuvenate the actual liver organ, keeping us from feeling stuck and bogged down. Spring is an ideal time for doing a liver cleanse, to clear out the heaviness of winter excess. Getting to sleep before 11 pm, the prime time for the liver to kick into action, will allow it to do its job of clearing our bodies of toxins and excess optimally.

When you feel the flow in your body, you'll feel it also in your mind. Flexibility in thought and emotion will keep you from feeling overwhelmed or frustrated when the energy of spring surges.



 

Wednesday
18Feb2009

Are You a Water Person?

"Under heaven, nothing is more soft and yielding than water. Yet for attacking the solid and strong, nothing is better. It has no equal." ~ Tao te Ching

Continuing onto a recent topic about the Water element in Chinese medicine... one in which I left you dangling with suspense, I'm sure, with promises of a post about the psychological/emotional associations.

Water is about flow, purity, depth and power. In our bodies, it's about how well fluid is circulated throughout, how efficiently our internal cooling system is functioning, and about genetic heritage (think flow..).

The tendency of movement for water is to always sink to the lowest point possible. From this comes the capacity to store, providing a reservoir of replenishment, and to root and steady us. But in an imbalanced situation, this downward tendency can be experienced as depression.

The emotional association with Water is fear. Combine with this with its spiritual capacity of Will, and you have the element that gives us the will to live. Being that the meridians and organs governed by Water are the Kidneys and the Bladder, (and in TCM the adrenal glands which sit atop the kidneys are included), we can see that the 'fight or flight' mechanism that kicks in when one's survival is threatened is the healthier expression of this fear. 

From a Zen shiatsu perspective, in which the placement of the meridians on the body describe their function, the Water meridians (especially the Bladder which traverses the entire length of the back of the body) provides impetus (think: "prepare to run") ... as in a force that pushes us forward, like rushing water. A weakened water element may be expressed as a lack of will, while one imbalanced to the other extreme can lead to busy-ness for the sake of busy-ness but without forward movement. 

The book, "Shiatsu: Theory and Practice", says the Bladder meridian governs the back.. the spine, and the physical structure. The Bladder points along the spine communicate most directly with the nervous system, providing an almost instant relaxation response when pressed.

Psychologically, the Bladder meridian gives us determination... our "backbone". But the back also embodies many aspects of ourselves that we repress or put behind us, while presenting a 'false front' to the world. Fear, jealousy, guilt, repression of sexual longings (and in other schools of thought: concerns about money, basic security and survival) all can manifest as back pain and other issues. This baggage can interfere with the forward flow of impetus, as well as lead to the sinking nature of depression and fatigue.

You may be a Water Person if you:

  • indulge your imagination
  • are introspective
  • can be honest and blunt, though not necessarily tactful
  • prefer solitude or privacy over intimacy or socializing
  • consider yourself self-sufficient in or out of a relationship
  • can rely on deep reserves of energy when needed to plug through a project
  • find yourself always with endless tasks to perform and deadlines to meet

You may have a Water Element Imbalance if you:

  • tend toward issues with hormones, bones, hair, teeth, hearing, fatigue, bladder or kidney function
  • have fears and phobias that feel life-threatening
  • work past the point of exhaustion, relying on will and even stimulants to keep going
  • or conversely, feel fatigue or exhaustion at the slightest efforts, draining you of will to complete even simple tasks
  • tendency toward feeling cold, especially accompanied by low back pain
  • crave a salty taste
  • have dark circles under the eyes

For a more complete psycho/physio assessment of your element, download this!

 


 

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